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01/09/06--17:15: Tuesday, January 10, 2006 (chan 2100060)

OMG,

    Grant gave me this really cute necklace that has a J on it....... I love it, Iv been pretty much wearing it all week..... I love him in the good way...... HAPPY 2006, from me ,Jerrica Thiel. I hope your 2006 is wonderfull, with lotz of cheer throught the new, 2006 year!!!!!!!

 

TOO ALL,

From me,

Jerrica Thiel




03/05/06--12:22: Sunday, March 05, 2006 (chan 2100060)

Hey  People, comment me !!!!

ur bestest bud,

*~*(Jerrica Thiel)*~*




06/02/06--20:32: Saturday, June 03, 2006 (chan 2100060)

omg,

i miss grant so much i love him, he is such a sweetie he gave me a necklace i loved it, i miss him but now he doesnt like me any more, he likes this girl named lindsay, she is nice. he can never get over her, he is always thinking about her!

 

LOVE ALL LOTS,

~*~(Jerrica Thiel)~*~




07/19/06--15:29: Wednesday, July 19, 2006 (chan 2100060)

hey my peeps post here k?

luv all,

~*~(jerrica thiel)~*~




07/19/06--15:54: Wednesday, July 19, 2006 (chan 2100060)

as a single tear falls from her cheek
she looks to him for comfort
& all he can do is look away.

these are my last words
this is my last breath
i'd give you everything
if there were something left.

i thought i was over him
done with him
but then there he was
& i couldn`t breathe.

if i promise not to cry
can you do me a favor?
for the first time in your life
look me in the eyes
& tell me exactly how you feel.

she knew the pain would go away someday
but someday seemed too far away
she's taking time into her own hands now
& soon enough, she won't hurt anymore.


another poem, another line
another girl
pretending she's fine.

after all is said & done,
i still think you're amazing
i still cherish every moment i spent with you
every smile you brought to my face
i'll be forever thankful someone like you
was brought into my life
even if you had to be taken away too soon
you see .. you were my miracle.

 

~*(Jerrica Thiel)~*~

 




08/13/06--11:51: Sunday, August 13, 2006 (chan 2100060)

no camera could ever capture the look in her eyes
& the feeling in her heart, when she looks at him.

im sorry i ever fell for you
& im sorry that you lied
tell me that you really did like me
or atleast that you tried.

& the look on your face
on that dark stormy night
was unlike any other i had ever seen before
it was then that i seen the real you
& realized that you wasn't what
i was really looking for.

my head keeps telling me never
but my heart keeps saying forever.

im just another scratch on his list
& he's just another scratch on my wrist.

i swore i didn't need you
but i'm a liar.

i am all alone in this hotel room
& all i can think about is being with you.

i'm the kind of girl
who is constantly making
mistakes & having them
shoved in her face.

& there's nothing better than a great romance
to ruin a perfectly good friendship.

you fed me such beautiful words
& i see now that i was choking on each line.

 

~*~(Jerrica Thiel)~*~




08/13/06--11:54: Sunday, August 13, 2006 (chan 2100060)

falling in love for the first time is easy
it's the second time around,
after you have fallen
& trusted that someone would catch you
& they didnt, when it becomes difficult
to let yourself fall in love again.

i miss him
not enough to want him back,
just enough for it to hurt.

& i will never forget about you
even though you've already forgotten about me.

you always disappoint me, its kind of like our
inside joke except .. its not funny.

& im listening to all these sad love songs
because every single one of them
remind me of how much you hurt me.

the worst feeling in the world
is being forgotten by someone
you could never forget.

&& if you're lucky
i'll be your last regret.

when i first layed eyes on you,
i knew you were different than the rest
we hung out everyday & i was falling for you
you made me feel so special
& i never want that feeling to go away
& i hope that its safe to say, you feel the same way.

in every girls life there will always be those 3 guys
the one she loves
the one she hates
& the one she cant get enough of.

i hate the fact that you say you miss me,
but you dont do anything about it.

 

 

~*~(Jerrica Thile)~*~




08/13/06--12:17: Sunday, August 13, 2006 (chan 2100060)

 starting today i will be moving in 10 days....:( :( :( :(    i am moving to grand forks because my mom had met this guy named bruce. he is really nice. i also believe my last mane will be changed to  newland instead of thiel! i will miss everyone alot espically everyone in richland, sorry but i think i will miss them the most!!!!!  i loved going to school there.  some people i want to say bye to espically is #1  alyssa DesRoaches and ellie Hermonslie  i want to say thak u for always being there for me and always being so kind and nice to me i will miss u two alot some other people i want to say bye to is elizabeth aigner sarah thiel and lindsay jacobson because they were some of the first people to come up to me when i was new and help me out and show me arround and they were also just good friends and people to be aaround! acouple more peopple i will miss will be mikayla clarck amy buchollz breann freeberg they were really nice to me and helped me out when i needed help and they were always there for me and were vere kind to me. i will also miss the school there i love going to that school and the teachers were verry nice! omg  i will also miss the football and basket ball games. oh man i think i willl also miss them alot to i love them alot no matter what i was at pretty much every game and go colts......  any ways i know i will miss richland alot and i hope i will come back to visit i will misss everyone and the school alot!

i will try to keep in touch if u want me to keep in touch with u e-mail me at...  

wfpackergirl@hotmail.com

bye for now

~*~(Jerrica Thiel)~*~




08/13/06--12:17: Sunday, August 13, 2006 (chan 2100060)

& here we go again with the mixed
signals & second thoughts.

everytime i look into your eyes im so helplessly aware
that everything i've been looking for is right there.

i looked at him & he looked at me
& it seemed in that split second
we forgave each other for everything that had went wrong.

my friends say when im around you im not myself
but i think when im around you, i find myself.

& all i've ever wanted
is to want someone
who wants me back.

you're the only mistake
that i'd ever gladly repeat.

im standing infront of you
looking you in the eyes
& for the first time in my life
im not afraid to let you go.

one day i'll leave for good
& you'll realize that i really
did love you.

sometimes i think you're trying to hurt me.

& just the scent of you is enough
to make me sick to my stomach.




09/09/06--12:26: Saturday, September 09, 2006 (chan 2100060)

hey all comment me

 

~*~(Jerrica Thiel)~*~